How was your week? Did you get an opportunity to fight fair, like we talked about last week?
There’s something about having my routine upturned that brings out some of my worst qualities. I went out of state to see family early this summer. When I got home, there were more transitions at work to implement, and I’ve had a small flurry of out-of state-visitors.
These are all very good things, but I seem to handle change as well as a two year-old who’s missed her nap.
It all reached a head when I sent a breezy text to my oldest daughter about leaving her house-sitting job and driving 30 minutes out of her way to see her aunt, who was to be in our town for only a few hours.
When she replied that she was overwhelmed and didn’t think she could make it, I took a deep breath and used my “I” statements.
“I feel like you’re a selfish jerk.” Nice! Then I helped the message along by slipping in another no-no, saying something akin to “and you always put your friends above your family.”
Fair Fighting Rule Addition– No arguing via text.
* Body language is missed.
*The brevity of text leaves out context.
* The harsh words are recorded, able to be re-viewed. Over and over. It’s like having a home-stenographer.
If I could have a re-do, what I’d like to have done was to schedule time for a conversation that met both our needs.
What I would like to have said was, “When you don’t make time for me or for family, I feel like you’re saying I/we aren’t important.” And most importantly, I would shut my mouth and listen.
When it comes to family, sometimes it’s hard to follow the protocol. But when it comes to family, there are usually opportunities for a re-do.
When something is important, it’s worth getting it right.
Here’s to second (and third, etc) chances.
P.S.- No one was driving while texting. Extra credit there!
Love the honesty. It takes drill & practice to implement a greater form of communication. And for some reason it is especially difficult with family. But the effort is a diamond. Thanks for your suggestions. Well worth it. 🙂
Thank you.
I suspect it’s because the investment is so great, so the stakes are so high. Like you said, it’s well worth it.